There once was a young boy with a very bad temper. The boy’s father wanted to...
a picture for that douche canoe in my inbox~
I dye and bleach my pubes because I like to. I don’t care if you don’t like it, I...
My print for EQLA 2013! These were limited quantity and one was framed up and auctioned off along with a Captain Luna print.
I...
Dear web cam girls
Don’t cam with your lap top on your lap and sitting against the wall on your bed.
Alternative: Place the lap top on the bed (use a book so the bedding doesn’t overheat it) and then you can change your positions as you like. Sit cross legged, lie down length-wise on your side, lie on your stomach (can show off your ass by tilting your head). Then you look more mobile and more engaging.
This morning I woke up by 5:15 am, had a small bowl of matcha, an avacado and then went for hot yoga. This class really worked my legs, but it was a nice shift from my previous class I did Tuesday evening that featured inversions that worked on my arms, shoulders and back. I am excited to get some productive things done at work today as well.
Doing this with my mornings makes dealing with everyday life so much more bearable.
In contrast to the go go dance post I made moments ago, I want to remind you that what I portray on photos and on the stage as well as many of my tweets and texts on sexuality and promiscuity, I am human. I play the Geisha as an art, a practice (like my painting), a talent that I wish to hone. But I am not that. A painter does not become their painting—but the painting does have part of the painter with in.
This is me right now, no make up whatsoever, having finished a ten hour work shift and used transit to get home.
Reading the Beauty Myth by Naomi Wolf has made me question my modeling and performing, but I realize I create these personas as an extension of myself. I do not become an object of desire. No mere object lives and breathes like a painting does. Creations of art evoke emotions from others which give it life. Even if admired by one single person.
I have seen dances and shooting stars that made me cry, characters in movies I love to hate, smells that send old memories back into my brain…
Modeling (and dancing now) for me has always been an art. Not to become something I want to be or because society has told me I must done make up and wear padded bras. I have spent enough time in independence thinking about what I want (in contrast to those who always stay with the group, surrounded by mass media, watching tv, reading magazines, etc) that I know society has a weak hold on me. I am becoming more and more free.
Made a new, simple and not-so-well-photoshopped background for twitter, thinking of changing up my layout for tumblr as well…
Got gifted a lovely set of sterling silver earrings with amethyst. It matches a ring that I bought myself a while ago. it’s nice to get matching things by chance!
And speaking of gifts, my brother’s birthday was a few days ago and I bought him the Razer Mamba. He got me the Naga for my birthday earlier this year. It’s perfect because I am more into the MMORPGs, and he is more into the first person shooters. However when Diablo 3 comes out, we are both going to disappear from the world.. He’s invited me to his cool-people-only LAN party when D3 comes out.
Lazing around after a pretty productive day. Made some head way on some a hair piece, hair falls, and redecorating a mask. Went to visit a friend to get molested by her dog Nausicaa, then came home intending to organize and clean my studio space, but got sucked into my lap top and a tall can of Sir Perry cider. But I did do some work with Crimson Events.
Tomorrow I have a really unique dance gig, a market research cider tasting, and then to Morgan’s to take photos of sexy girls dancing.
I never intend to be busy on my days off but things seem to fall in my lap.
Like my shirt? Wore it for the first time today.